Bat nagkakaganito
Mga sabi-sabi ng isang lalaking naubusan na ata nang masabi. Small attempt at trying to write again. Let's see how far this goes. Traffic naman eh.
Bat nagkakaganito
I’ve spent so much of my life trying to bulletproof every part of myself without realizing I’ve allowed everything else inside to detonate repeatedly, using the same worn out arrangement of walls to contain every explosion I’ve struggled to keep hidden, fearing the collateral damage it would cause everyone who shouldn’t be involved. I see this now, more clearly than ever.
shadow tracing road
road marking distance
distance reconstructing longing
how long will i stay
before city runs morning
gold hours turn silver
silver poison waters
dream of demons breaking binding
how long will i stay
before breathing becomes grinding
before breathing becomes grinding
before sleeping becomes hiding
before sleeping becomes fighting
midnight arena
territorial dispute
waging war with your waking
how long will you stay
before city runs morning
labyrinthine figments
lucid memories shaping
isolating what was missing
how long will you stay
before breathing becomes grinding
before breathing becomes grinding
disassembling all conditioning
reassembling you is tiring
how many do you have
zero
when everything’s gone
everything is
all you have is zero
when all you need’s one
all you have
is zero
it’s something
and it’s nothing
it’s everything you don’t
and it’s everything you have
it’s everything you don’t need
but it’s everything you need
how would you know
how to have one
or two
when you start from nothing
how would you know the value
of one
when you don’t see the value
of nothing
of anything.
i still draw dinosaurs where they lay extinct
i still find fossils where they stopped digging
i want to
no
you
it’s all you can do
always just all
you can do.
kanino ka makikinig
kung ang kalooban mo linilinlang ka
kung dinaya ka ng tenga mo
aling boses ang nagsasabi ng totoo
kanino ka tatakbo
kung paikot ikot ka lang
sa siklo ng kapalaran
ALAM MO
AKO YUNG BOSES MO
GALIT
GALIT
WAG KANG PUMATAY
WAG KANG MAKINIG SA KANYA